I hoped ever since 6th grade that maybe someday, I would e worth it again. So I tried. I tried to make you proud of me in everything I did. I tried to live up to your expectations but how can I live up to them when they’re high in the clouds and I can only jump a few feet? I had hope that maybe, just maybe when I graduated, you would tell me how proud you are of me. I hoped that I would finally be worthy of the title “daughter” to you. But no. Once again, it’s not good enough. Nothing is good enough for you. I’m falling to part and you think it has nothing to do with you? All these years my self esteem has plummeted and I’ve held so much hatred and pain in my heart and you honestly think you aren’t the cause? You try being a teenager now where everything revolves around sex drugs and alcohol by the time you’re barely even 13. You try being a lesbian who goes to high school in a super christian community. You try being called a faggot every day for four years and still have to act like you’re totally fine. It’s not easy. It’s not easy being looked down on by the rest of the damn world because you’re gay or because you dress this way or because you walk with confidence and take no ones shit. It’s not easy when the only person in your life that you know you can depend on is your fiancé because you have no friends, and not even your own parents or family members. It is not easy when that one person you do have is so ready to give up on you and then when you call your mom crying about it, you get yelled at again and again. It is not easy having my life right now. I know alot of others have it worse, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t hard as fuck to try all the time even though you know in everyone’s eyes, you’ll never amount to anything. I’m just so sick of feeling so low all of the time because of you. So I’m leaving. I’m just gone for good. You pushed your son away, and now your daughter too.
- May 25
- , 2012
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